Awesome pics!! Congrats again! You look so happy, so in love. *Sigh*

That hunk of a man in my pics is Tim.

Wow $750?  That's amazing!  It is so nice of you to of organized the bake sale for Dylan.  I hope he gets better real soon.  His poor parents, I know I would be a basketcase if Ryan was sick.

Good luck at court, 70 a week is not unrealistic at all.  Kids are exspensive.  But oh so worth it.   

wow that baking must have been GOOD

hope Dylan will b okay

good luck in court

Lol  I totally know what you mean about there not being enough hours in the day. I always feel like that too. Yeah may aswell give the meds a go. If it helps then it's worth it. Take care! xxxxx

i hate myself too.

everything about me.

i'm stupid and loud and annoying and fat and ugly and an AWFUL friend and sister and a disappointment as a daughter.

i'll probably never get into college, so my life is pretty much screwed.

i'd become a hooker but i'm too disgusting for that.

Why do you hate to ask that?  It's Amber.  I don't know you, do I? 

I have this irrational fear of someone on here being my neighbor or something...which is hard to belive considering where I live.  LOL

I love pretty in pink!

Best of Wishes,

LibraVamp

Ech! Food poisoning sucks. Hope you get better soon!

I thought you were just holding out on us :P  I hope you feel better.  The other day, we were driving to Grandma's and I stopped at the convience store to get Ryan something.  I grabbed some string cheese.  Luckily, I took the first bite because it was out of date and very blown.  If i think too hard about it, I can still taste it.  They are lucky Ryan didn't eat it, or they would of had one pissed off momma in there. 

Moral of story:  Don't buy convience store cheese. 

To me being a mother is the best thing ever,no matter what happens the kids will always love you even when they think they hate you.Have fun trying.ttyl

Keep up the good work,have fun with ur grandparents.ttyl

I pray for the moneys to over flow for Dylan.I pray for comfort peace for Sara/Dylan.Amen.

I want to see that movie,it looks freaky.ttyl

Ugh! I hate it when that happens. It's only happend to me a couple of times, but it definitely wants to make me drop-kick the computer.

Sorry to hear about your Mamser, hope she gets to feeling better soon!

enough is enough, huh? 

ahhh I want some broccoli n cheese now...thanks a lot

Congrats! Fun wedding are the best!

No, that's not Tim, that's my best guy friend Randy. He's great.

LOL, I was just thinking the same about everyone writing in their diaries... but then of course I'm guilty too! I kind of go in spurts. Like sometimes I'll update every day... and others every other day... and then there's times I don't update but like once a week. I guess it just depends on my mood, and if I feel like typing everything out. Meh.

Anyway... hope the wedding goes well... please tell me you'll be posting pics at some point! I love weddings!

hell yeah, feel like honeymooning in oklahoma?  We could look at coews, I hear that is so romantic...LOL

I think that a lot, that I wish I knew and dealt with people in "real" life like I do and know here.  It's a shame that we probably live 1000's of miles apart. 

It might be a long 3 days but good ending right?

Haha! Wait until you hit 25 girl! I don't know why, but it's like a life changing experience. Not right away, but during this whole year I have noticed a big change in myself. Happy birthday by the way! LOL

On the sex front.... the only suggestions I can give to you are to do something super sexy. Buy yourself some new lingerie.... or put on some sexy music and give your man a lap dance or something. Spice it up a little and you'll see that sex drive kick right into action. I promise. The key is you have to feel sexy and comfortable. If you need to light some candles and kick some music and dance with your man.... make out... do things you did in the beginning when you just couldn't wait to sack up with him.

I could go on about sex all day.

Good luck hun!

I totally get what you're saying about the comments thing. I follow your diary, but sometimes I just don't know what to say, and saying Good luck all the time is kinda sucky. LOL. My diary is the same way, but I figure it's more for me than anyone else anyway. So unless I'm asking questions and they aren't getting answered I don't worry too much about it. I know that people are reading my diary because I can see how many hits it gets, plus the peoples favorites that I am in.

Chin up! Hope that fungus clears up soon!

yeah i hate her, but...i hadent slept in 2 days and did not feel like arguing with travis, i went straight to bed and when i woke up she was gone so whatever, lol.

Hey, thanks for the comment! And thanks for looking out! The thing in cosmo... I've seen those before... but Tim doesn't really fit there either. He doesn't call me really late or invite me last minute. I don't know. Personally, I think he's just scared. I don't know of what.

If you see some other interesting clues, let me know!

Much Love,
K

Cute pics! Love them.

And I don't have pics in the other diary yet. Just a way to monitor who actually sees me. But when I get it, I will add you and give you the name of the diary.

Oh I read and follow along. I usually don't comment unless I either really want to say it or I am really bored. I have Dial up, so it is painfully slow for the comment box thingy to load.

Thats great it has not spread to her brain. Cancer sucks.  It rips people apart.  My best friends mom had cancer when we were kids.  SHe'd come home with radiation burns.  It was terrible. 

Yup, about 2 weeks ago he threatened to tell him that we write sometimes.  Which, I should tell but I know he'd freak.  The letters are all innocent.  I'm faithfull, always will be.  But yeah, now I have to go semi-private now all just in case next week he gets mad again. 

he's 27.....kinda old for these games, eh?

ohhh I'm soo sad

im such a disrespectful brat

boohooo

and ya know what im proud of it!

woowwwww!

did it!

[clearlycrzy]

I read her I will comment to her you really want to be added

[clearlycrzy]

you commented on my birth control entry. i said you don't normally ovulate on bc, you said yes you do.

the dr, said bc prevents you from ovulating, and it also thickens the mucus around the cervix so if yo do accidentally ovulate the sperm can't get in. so for the most part you do not ovulate on the pill.

[TheLostAngel]

at least he's a fast healer

[AnonymousxPoet]

omg!! ThATS some bad sunburn!! awwww.. I would cry.. I hope its alright now.. and you were able to take care of everything..

[bananna]

I love online games!   gunbound and conquer are a few of my favs.  GTA online rocks  and i got in the top 30 in gran turismo hehe.   geeez im a nerd lol

ive heard of vanguard  but never played it,  ill will check into it

I know  Im sorry it was just a huge part of my life for ages and this was the only place i could talk about it. My latest entrys arnt so bad are they? Im trying to avoid it so its not as boring to read lol.

And i agree Evan Almighty is good :P

Bruce Almighty is better though

xx

i want a psp but i cant afford one atm lol,  and i wouldnt know where to use it.....yet still,  i want one lol

sorry about your grandmother,  my grandmother has just recently passed away, and im worried about my grandfather

I'm not unhappy, he is my best friend.  I am just not head over heels giggly in love. 

Well, sometimes I am unhappy, but I cannot blame that on him.  lol But thanks for that comment anyway.  Thats cool :) 

I had doubts. And lots of pressure. 

Thanks for your comment on my entry.  So how do we, as a society, change that?

As to your entry (from someone who's on his second marriage), I think sometimes we confuse different things for love.  For some people, it's lust.  For me, it was comfort.  I married her because I thought I loved her because we were so comfortable together.  That, and she wasn't the person she lead me to believe she was.  Don't worry though, I did much better the second time, and we've been together for about 7 years so far.  Complete honest, lack of judging and hard work.   I think that's what makes it work.  What do I know, though?

I feel bad for Austin... I can't imagine having a "Mom" who just prefers not to be with her son. I'm sure you are doing as best as you can for him. That is what loving, caring parents do and are suppose to do for their kids... to create a decent upstanding citizen through teaching and tenderly guiding... I wish you all the very best... when is your wedding?

Don't ya just love high school girl drama?

Life sounds good

I miss my flower beds,it always was a stress releaser for me.Congrates on your Wedding.~Happy Mother`s Day~

Yeah my husband/I gave up on alot of our friends as we grewup and they stayed the same.We do however have our friends.ttyl

I have never been in an earthquake but that reminds of a plane ride.  It was my first time and we hit some crazy enhilerating turbalence.  Everyone freaked but for some reason I so got off on it.  Not literally.

[thatpotsmokinghippy]

Hey, I am glad to see you updated.  I have a friend like that, leaving her kids places.  She left her 3 month old here for 2 days with no formula.  Of course, we bought some but that is not the point.  When you have children, you just have to grow up, end of story.

I felt so much relief the moment my wedding was over.  I remember the relief and yet not the preacher's name. lol

Thanks for that little note.  When I got to that part, I was a little surprised.  I think I am going to get another diary to kind of seperate my life more.  I don't know.  I barely update the one I have.  lol

ttyl

No help at all :P

I said the very same thing. At least the nice place is finished.  But I kinda like that old place in the country too.  I'd knock most of it down inside and redo a bunch of it.  The land just goes on and on out there.  I could like chase kids out there.  I've never been a farm girl so much but I like open space.  I live in redneckville, oklahoma. Right in the corner of redneckville, oklahoma, mexicanville, arkansas and imbred, missouri.   I guess I just need to go look at both.  The one I like (nice one) is real far from my husband's job but close to school for me. 

Who knows?

I love inovated parenting!  I wish i was a kid again without all of these grown up worries....

Must invent time travel......

o0O Jamaica...They'd love me there. lol

I'd put notes everywhere.  One on the thermostat. *DO NOT TOUCH ME.* One on the Oreo's..

Yeah i jiggle. LoL  But I got the excuse,  I just had a baby...a year ago... And I JUST quit smoking.....a year ago....

sh*t I need more excuses or something. 

I am a size 9 or 11 in Juniors.  I'd like to be a size 7 or 5.  But mostly its just the jiggling. 

How much weight are you wanting to lose if ya don't mind me asking?

I'm shooting for 20lbs I think.

I wish I had to time to leave you a long rambling comment because you know I have bunch to say on this topic.  But my bath is overflowing....

till then:)

Now that you mention it, I don't really know.  Maybe a couple of weeks.  I used to make them a week or so before X-mas and throw them out on New Year's.

I cheat and use graham crackers.  The big slab kind.  That way you can break them and have small pieces.  I don't buy the kits because I like to pick my own candy decorations.  They are over priced too. lol

Half of the pregnant chicks here are faking. 

I get so intp that stuff.  I can't wait until Ryan is old enough to enjoy those things.  My favorite is the gingerbread house.

yeah i hate pissy days. they make me feel to scream at myself.

comment me:D

i've added you (:

xo.

I know I hate the forced *

Yeah lets start the Miss White America pageant.

In the words of Kid Rock, "I am guilty of being white"

Is this a new diary? 

Thanks for the sweet comment.  It's my mistake I guess, I will live with it.  Unless my husband leaves me, which he'll never do.